No Life at All

I have no life of my own anymore. I'll post an update when I am awarded a minute of my own.

I think I pissed off a good friend - we got into an email discussion about religion - and I haven't heard from him in several days. My mom is having a knee replaced this week. And I'm searching for a way to make my everyday life satisfying in some way, as I seem to have lost interest in just about everything. Perhaps I'll become the next Uni-bomber.

At least it's good to know there's someone out there peeking in on me once in a while. I feel pretty isolated out here and miss having friends to do stuff with, like fly model airplanes or make movies or generally blow things up.

My eyesight is starting to go, and I have no muscle tone left. If it wasn't for the stairs, I'd probably be a puddle on the floor. >sigh< Something's got to give. Soon!

Is it worth sacrificing my life just to pay my mortgage and bills?

PAY ME! I'M A BILL! :)

I guess if I'm going to have any hope of winning the lottery, I ought to start playing it.

Sorry for the depressing post. Things should improve after I take a vacation. Although, I just wish I knew what to do with it.